In my dream last night I ended up finding out that my husband was in love with another so I decided to let him go to her, of whom I never saw the face of. I thought it was the right thing to do but then I got insanely jealous. I was so distraught. I actually begged him to come back to me, that I was nothing without him. I would fall apart without him. He just said that it was to late, that he was engaged to her. That I had to let him go.
I have spent the day practically clinging to him. I love him and always have. There are 2 lessons to be learned here but I am not sure which I need to follow.
* He has these dreams a lot, this is the first in our 12 years of relationship. It could be that I need to learn to appreciate him more.
* The gods are telling me that I need to lose grip of my attachments and so they made me experience this.
So, it's either I need go with the flow and love him at this new level or I need to learn to let go of him more because of something that may happen soon. That is my interpretation anyway.
